"not a fan of sunsets"....really??? |
I remember that for every day of that Visayas traverse trip, I intently put in "Sunset watch" at 6pm because I wanted to see the sunset from different places. But I also said that I wasn't a fan. And apparently, the sunset from Sipalay didn't end up at my fave-sunsets list (although I think the "unremarkable sunset" was due to bad timing more than anything).
Well, now I'm confused whether I did like sunsets back then or was still trying to like them. And this is an issue (slight) for me because I really am a fan of sunsets now! I don't chase them everyday and I don't get frustrated whenever thick dark clouds hide them from me. But, I think I'm "in love" with sunsets now -- but "to think" may mean I just convinced myself "to be in love" with sunsets.
So, is it wrong that watching sunsets now make me feel this way when I only convinced myself to have those feelings?